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    12/22/2006

    一次血的教训

    之后我给了自己一个血的教训.
    我希望自己不要忘了今天发生的事情.
    12月21号.
    可我宁可在不成熟中摔的支离破碎四分五裂.我也不想再看到一个丑恶的自我了.
     
    看着自己两根流血的手指.看着自己的血从额头流到鼻尖...
    第一次.我第一次果断的用这种方式表达自己对自己的批判与讽刺与发泄与惩罚.
     
    希望没有下次了.希望这看起来不多但确实让我震撼不多的血足以使我觉醒.
     
    仅就我自己而言.我坚信人是丑恶的.也就是.自己是丑恶的.
    但是这并不代表这将引导我走完一生.
    我.虔诚的忏悔
    渴望一次涅磐.在烈火中看清自己.让自己有一个新的方向.
     
    一路走到最后.少些波折多点祥和的感觉.像家里一样...

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    文舜 于wrote:
    ……活着是为了自己,身体发肤受之父母不敢毁伤也是为了自己。
     
    总觉得你不是为了自己活着,多累啊。
    Jan. 12
    Peter GAOwrote:
    哥们你怎么了?别自残啊!!!!!!!!!!
     
    PETER
    Dec. 24

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